A vocation journey always begins from something, somewhere, with someone or with some people who might have come your way and inspire you in one way or another towards a religious vocation. My vocation’s history began when I was a young girl. For the reason that my parents were business people most of the times I was with my grandmother, Elizabeth; may she rest in peace. I recall that every Sunday my grandmother would take me with her to Church. Soon after mass I would accompany her to a group of Catholic women, famously known as CWA, for their group’s prayers. Conspicuously, each one of the group member, my grandmother included, had a head wrap that identified them. For me, this head wrap was so captivating leave alone how nicely they tied it on their heads. I was young in grade one to three, but the memories are still fresh.
As I grew up, my grandmother used to narrate to me other stories. Amazingly, she said I desired to have a head wrap to be like them. In the meantime, I came across the Consolata sisters who used to do apostolate in our parish, but it was quite a distance to go there every Sunday. As a young girl, I found it fascinating to see Consolata Sisters with their nicely worn veil and habits. It was so wonderful that I could not understand. Besides, I was admiring how fluent they were in my local language, kikuyu, despite being Italians. I could always gaze at them until my grandmother could pull me away saying; “come let us go home”. To my surprise, the sisters had noticed me and sometimes they gave me sweets as they passed by. These stories mark the beginning of my desire to be a religious nun and all along I grew in love of the Church as a committed member. Thanks to my parents, in their company I enjoyed going to Church to pray.
Later, when I went to high school, I met other sisters who came to our parish when Consolata sisters left; they were African sisters, therefore, this made it easier for me to inquire more about religious life. Whenever we met, something like burning fire ran through my whole body. One of those days, I met a girl who was to attend a discernment seminar in one of the congregations in Kenya. She invited me and we went together. Unfortunately, during the seminar, something happened that made me feel disinterested with religious life. One sister was so unwelcoming that she quarreled us in everything we got involved in. Consequently, my desire for religious life faded away. This happened when I was in grade ten. In grade eleven and twelve, I decided not to share much with the sisters who were with us in our youth group; simply, I lost interest. Sisters wondered about my sudden and dramatic change and always sought for me at home. Sometimes, I ran away from them. I did not want anything to do with religious sisters not until my final days in the high school. Awkwardly, instead of studying for my final exam, I enthusiastically read about different religious congregations. My study for final examination happened only in group-work, but when alone I could not do anything.
The desire to be a religious sister resumed so strongly that it was irresistible. Sometimes, I cried not knowing what was happening within me. The spirit of serving God’s people blew in me to its fullest that I could not hesitate anymore, especially when people shared about service and works of charity. After my grade twelve examination, in the December holidays, it was a custom of my parish to organize youth group seminars. As such, the seminar was organized, and various speakers were invited that included our Sr. Rosalia Mugure. After the first session, in break time, I approached her and inquired about her congregation. We talked and she requested me to write a letter if I was interested. I did write immediately, and sister took it with her. A week later, I was invited for a “come and see” program. I attended and got admission for my Aspirancy the following year. I thank Sr. Rosalia for showing me the Missionary sisters of the Holy Family where I call home since then up to now. Most importantly, I thank God asking for the necessary grace from Him to maintain this spirit of joy and service in my religious life.
Blessings.
Sr. Elizabeth